British Gravel Champs.
Well, the season couldn't have ended on a damper squib than that! I lined up feeling rearing to go and full of carbs. Legs felt good.
It was a proper Zwift start but annoyingly auto-pause/start cut off the best bit! Sadly, I got out gunned across the grass field anyway- and was already 2/3 of the way back as we bundled into the woods. Then we climbed the only small rise on the course and 500,600,700 watts was only enough to hold the wheel. With HR hitting 190, I couldn't go any harder and after just ten minutes, the lead group were turning a corner some 15 seconds ahead.
The rest of the lap was a rolling repeat of: going hard to hold a wheel, then losing them again- usually in some technical sandy bit.
I hit a deep hole at one point trying to draft which knocked about 5psi out of my tyre! But not enough to cause an issue.
Hitting the start/finish field, I held 400w all round the barrier sections in my best aero pose but things weren't going well.
A black guy I had been drafting lost it here- nearly wiping out on a tree.
Gradually, the lead groups from the older age categories started filtering past. And each time, I would try momentarily to hold their wheel but failed mostly.
Out of interest, the fastest 8 riders by average lap in our masters race were all 45-49 riders! Then the next 8 were 40-44. Only then do any 35-39 riders appear! Some of this will be the start order giving them more draft but still- it gives me ten years to train
I was following a few riders at the end of this lap and then lost them in some sand. Accelerating flat out to try and get back on, one of them wiped out about 200y ahead of me at speed! At this point, I bugged out of the race mentally- literally lost all interest.
My second goal was to try and finally average 300w NP for two hours and I felt sure I must be close. A quick flick through the Garmin revealed a shock- my power, average power and NP were all in the high 190's / low 200's! At 170 odd bpm heart rate!!
This was clearly wrong.
The straight average was 199 which, on the road solo- gets me 17.5mph. Yet here, on gravel/grass/sand, with only a little (poor) drafting and a 15mph headwind for sections- I was doing 18mph!! A look at Strava later confirms it- people with similar lap speed with Power Meters were around the 260 mark. (I was anticipating 270 and 300np)
So that was it. Any interest I had in carrying on, drained away. So as I crossed the line for the 3rd time, I pulled over and went home!
I have no idea what was wrong- there's no obvious sign of dropouts and checking the GoPro footage- it was right at least some of the time. But for others, it was showing 30w whilst my cadence barely changed. Most odd.
It was still good fun for a bit. Almost exactly what I expected. I lost the most time in the technical sections because, without having pre-ridden it, there was no way to daft without taking massive risks! Some of the ruts were safe at the edges but bordered a 3ft deep trench. If the guy in front makes a mistake, you could easily fly into one. So I would back off and then leave myself an impossible gap to close.
SO... is it worth coming back?
Maybe... Even for this, I need to be a lot lot lighter. The accelerations hit harder, the technical sections are more fatiguing and the rolling resistance on the soft terrain is greater so I don't think its worth it at >90kg if not >85.
As we whistle on towards my 4.0 by 40 goal deadline (End of Jan), it's time to refocus on the weight aspect anyhow- as I have been plateaued since May.
I had big ideas about what this would look like (less riding, no structured riding, lots more walking and trying some weight lifting), but I have to be honest- I''m not sure I'll get anywhere near the calorie deficit without riding, and I find everything else boring- so I will likely carry on quite similarly but just run a good calorie deficit.